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| Got the job... I work at a consignment store in Ballard called Me n' Mom's. It is really pretty fun & the people are great. It'll be a good way to network when I am ready to teach classes.
School = pretty good. I have an A in Philosophy so far, and I just got back my Anatomy/physiology test which was a C, but the teacher has an interesting way of grading...and so I think I will end up with either a high B or an A if I keep busting my buns...haha
Carlos' birthday is in 2 days...the big 20, he and I are going to hang out for the day. Should be hella fun.
Then my birthday is next week, I will be 19...woot...um, yah...not really. I work & have school the night of my birthday so...we'll see. I think I want to go somewhere for the weekend, so that is a possibility....
I really hate ants. pretty much ants are the only creature I feel no remorse for killing... I haven't killed anything else so I don't really know what that is like.
I want a kitten...hehehe
fellow fresnans...drive up to seattle for my birthday... =D
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| Wow, it has been long since I have written in this. I feel like I need a bit of a release... Carlitos & I broke up about 6 months ago...weird how things turn out. I suppose it was niave to think being with your highschool sweetheart was actually possible. Anyway, we're both seeing other people. I am living with my "other people" aka mark. I moved into his place last weekend as I just quit my job, and am looking for another that I actually don't despise. in the mean time I don't have to pay rent, and I can just focus on school more.
I will be 19 soon, I wonder how awfully dreary that day will turn out. I entertained the idea of throwing myself a birthday party, but the trouble is that I wouldn't have many to invite.
Oh, and on that note, my bestfriend in seattle besides carlitos will be moving back to California, ironically, because her husband has been pulled back into the marines, even though he only had 2 more weeks to go...and he has to go back to base in CA.
I only have 2 more classes to go before I can apply to Seattle Midwifery school for the 2008 school year. Did I really just say 2008? That is pretty insane. Ah well....
It'd be just wonderful to actually meet someone in my classes who was mildly interesting. I suppose I have 2 more classes to go before I can completely throw that hope aside.
I am kind of ranting. I have a lot to be happy & thankful for...but I will save that for later.
Hopefully by the end of the day I will have a job, we'll see....I go in today to work for a few hours as a trial run, and see how things work for me. cross your eyes, fingers, toes, legs, arms....while eating a pretzel.
=D
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| ...again.
I really miss, everything that used to be.
I have managed to make one close friend in Seattle, and in 2 months she'll be moving back home to California, how ironic.
Lately I have been feeling very much like I need to to 18 year old girl things. I love being a doula, but sometimes I just want to be immature, and silly, and "party".
Why must people change, and age, and grow up, and move away?
I am four square against it.
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| I don't know if I am just being homesick and dramatic. I feel like for the first time in my life I don't know what I want and it is really throwing me off. I have all these words jumbled inside my head and images I want to get out. I don't feel like I have lost my childhood just because have turned 18...
I just don't want to be one of those people that lays on the couch and watches TV for the rest of their days when beauty and talent lay just beneath the surface. I don't want to fade away.
I don't want to go back to seattle. I don't know what to do. | | |
| The day was very much laid back seeing as I went to work, had a nice day... and then came home and merely watched The Wire. Carlos, however, did tell me that for my birthday gift I could get a cat. So, for 3 days I repeatedly went to Petsmart (because they have animals to adopt as well as buy...and I wanted to adopt). Today I came home with the one.
Cantaloupe is his name, and he is just about 2.5 years old. He should be 3 in Early 2007. He is adorable, absolutely beautiful. He is completely laid back too, I want to find a pair of kitty sunglasses or play reggae for him all day because he just seems like that type of cat.
I hope carlos likes him, I was REALLY hoping to make carlos happy on this not only because I want someone we both can adore, or at least show some affection to. I also don't want Carlos to feel...without a say in things.
So, our first day together has gone something like this. I filled out all the paperwork, bought him a kitty brush, and a little green elephant filled with catnip YUM. We are driving home together and first he is fine, a little meow here or there but fine. (mind you I had to drive about 30-45 minutes to this particular petsmart) Then he starts freaking out and meowing constantly so I am talking to him...hopefully being somewhat comforting you know...what am I gonna do.. So then I look over and there is a puddle on my seat!!!! Okay, I will just clean that up, no big deal I will get some car de-odorizer/shampoo. Then it starts to get a little stinky. ack *opened the windows ASAP* THEN the draw bridge was up and we had to wait forever to get back home.
All is well now, he explored the house for a while, purrrrred it up, and now is sleeping under the bed.
XO cantaloupe...I love you. *cross your fingers that carlos does too!* | | |
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